gah!

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well i spoke to soon.
hours in the gym and i come home and binge, then take laxatives!
whats wrong with me.
ive decided to take another break off the computer. it seems like everytime i post about how good i do i just jinx it. lame excuse i know. but maybe if i keep telling myself the computer is whats making me binge i will believe it.
tomorrow im eating one salad and starting back up on some diet pills and im going to take more laxatives. instead of just jumping right into a fast. because apparently that doesnt work anymore.
anyways i hope everyone is doing better then i am. i will be back the days after new years

peace and love xo
the fat failure.

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