The plans working so far :)
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Well as you know, yesturday i planned to cleanse myself by fasting for the day, and then today i planned on just eating a bit of melon,pineapple and cantaloupe.
SO FAR SO GOOD YO!
haha i write down EVERYTHING i drink/eat and the exact time in that mini notebook i bought and so far this has been my day
8:42am - Diet pill + Water
10:11am - Diet Rootbeer
1:09pm - Diet Iced Tea
1:21pm - 5 Pieces of Melon
1:52pm - 2 sips of 70 Calorie per Cup Soy milk
i plan on drinking a nice glass of iced lemon water at around 3:00pm and then 5 pieces of Cantaloupe at around 4pm.
i went to the grocery store with my dad and my brother so they could buy pizza (yuck) for dinner. i was looking at all the delicious foods i WISH i could eat. but the voice in my head just kept saying "you can look but you cant touch fat ass".
ohhh Ana you are such a bitch, but you ARE being a bitch for a good reason. so i forgive you :)
i ran on my tread mill just for a quick 3 minutes so i could burn off the melon i ate which is 16 calories, i burned 20.
DONT WORRY! i plan on doing more later. yesturday i was up 109, this morning i was 107 :)
almost back down to 106.
CLOSER TO 100 !
if i can do this so can you guys. stay fucking strong, the stronger you are the thinner you will be :)
on a side note not ana related. i got a new CD from my favourite band for 5 years the lovely HEDLEY !
boy oh boy are they amazing. along with Marianas Trench
The lead singer of Marianas Trench, JOSH RAMSAY struggled with bulimia and heroin. what a coincidence eh?
i relate to basically all of his songs, and if you have an E.D (which im sure you do or else why else would you be reading this crap lol) you will love Marianas Trench. so give er a listen.
honestly his voice is amazing.
there lyrics are amazing. especially there older stuff.
OH and another thing. i have soy milk (which i mentioned above) that is 70 calories per cup. not bad. it tastes AMAZING! it doesnt even take like milk, it tastes like some kind of treat.. i cant explain the taste at all haha clearly. but you should go buy a carton. i usually just drink it out of the carton, and have a few sips here and there through out the day, so im not having the full 70 calories.
The one on the right is the one i have. YUM
SO FAR SO GOOD YO!
haha i write down EVERYTHING i drink/eat and the exact time in that mini notebook i bought and so far this has been my day
8:42am - Diet pill + Water
10:11am - Diet Rootbeer
1:09pm - Diet Iced Tea
1:21pm - 5 Pieces of Melon
1:52pm - 2 sips of 70 Calorie per Cup Soy milk
i plan on drinking a nice glass of iced lemon water at around 3:00pm and then 5 pieces of Cantaloupe at around 4pm.
i went to the grocery store with my dad and my brother so they could buy pizza (yuck) for dinner. i was looking at all the delicious foods i WISH i could eat. but the voice in my head just kept saying "you can look but you cant touch fat ass".
ohhh Ana you are such a bitch, but you ARE being a bitch for a good reason. so i forgive you :)
i ran on my tread mill just for a quick 3 minutes so i could burn off the melon i ate which is 16 calories, i burned 20.
DONT WORRY! i plan on doing more later. yesturday i was up 109, this morning i was 107 :)
almost back down to 106.
CLOSER TO 100 !
if i can do this so can you guys. stay fucking strong, the stronger you are the thinner you will be :)
on a side note not ana related. i got a new CD from my favourite band for 5 years the lovely HEDLEY !
boy oh boy are they amazing. along with Marianas Trench
The lead singer of Marianas Trench, JOSH RAMSAY struggled with bulimia and heroin. what a coincidence eh?
i relate to basically all of his songs, and if you have an E.D (which im sure you do or else why else would you be reading this crap lol) you will love Marianas Trench. so give er a listen.
honestly his voice is amazing.
there lyrics are amazing. especially there older stuff.
OH and another thing. i have soy milk (which i mentioned above) that is 70 calories per cup. not bad. it tastes AMAZING! it doesnt even take like milk, it tastes like some kind of treat.. i cant explain the taste at all haha clearly. but you should go buy a carton. i usually just drink it out of the carton, and have a few sips here and there through out the day, so im not having the full 70 calories.
The one on the right is the one i have. YUM
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