Sosic of seeing fat.

its officially christmas :) and i just wanted to say i hope you all have a great christmas!
dont give in to the tempting yummy fattening christmas shit!
think of this as your challenge. test your strength, if you get through christmas eating healthy or maybe even eating nothing at all then you know you will be able to do it any other day!

my mom works christmas day so we opened our presents tonight with my aunt and my brother that came over. im not complaining it was super fun. i got a wii! so exercising will be fun for now on. i also got a new fucking scale! that shows body fat % and water % woohoo. the other stuff i got was just small (but good) things. makeup, clothes, a bob marley thing to put on my wall :P hahaha.
so it was good :)
as for eating? could have been better, no binging or anything. i had some shrimp and maybe 2 brownies. not TOO bad..i had a green tea today though and drank lots of water. i didnt eat till about 5 because i was out with a friend. oh shit i also got drunk! HAHAHA
anyways. tomorrow im going to be helping my dad cook and playing some Wii ahahha so i will be on my feet all day!
im not going to eat christmas dinner. usually if i feel like fasting i will just tell my dad im not eating today. not quite that straight up. he will be like "Cassandra. wana eat?" (As in dinner) and i will say either "no" or "im going to have some fruit". so tomorrow i will say no.

hmm what else this there to say ... not much i suppose.
but i AM feeling rather disgusted with my weight now. im getting noticebly fatter. which is NOT good. so im getting strict as hell food wise.
boxing day is coming up and im going to get SO many wii fit games!

time to get skinny yo!

anyways cant wait to know what you guys got for christmas :)

peace and love!